. . . rambling thots . . .

trust what your gut feeling is telling you!

ps: these songs have been playing in my head for several days now... they're korean

Perhaps Love (Is this love?)
artist : HowL & J
translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

I don't remember when it happened.
I'd get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It's a little awkward that I keep saying to you that "it's nothing"
and that "my heart's just trifling"

Is this love?
And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Even if I try to explain my feelings,
the only true way to understand
would be to become me and feel them.
I'm already inside of you, just how you're inside of me.
I don't know if we've gotten used to the meaning between us.

Is this love?
And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Now that I think about it,
there were so many moments of fluttering.
I'll make up for all the time lost.

I'll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can't leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me

I'm loving you (until then)
like this (only you) already


I'm a fool
artist : stay
translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

I was a fool. I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too.
I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry

I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.

Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry

I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.

I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.

I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.

Don't ruin yourself anymore...

a void

like lightning
it striked
can you evade it?

like fire
it burned
can you put it out?

like air
it's there
can you grasp it?

like ocean
it spread
can you contain it?

a vacuum

too large a space to fill

you thought
is it fill able?

you cried
but is it worth it?

too empty
too quite
too lonely

it's - just - too - [blank] ?


Not Too Late
By Norah Jones

Tell me how you've been
Tell what you've seen
Tell me that you'd like to see me too

Cause my heart is full of no blood
My cup is full of no love
Couldn't take another sip even if I wanted

But it's not too late
Not too late for love

My lungs are out of air
Yours are holding smoke
And it's been like that for so long

I've seen people try to change
And I know it isn't easy
But nothin' worth the time ever is

And it's not too late
It's not too late for love
For love



***and do you remember this song?***

Possibility
By Intoxicated

Everytime I look at you
I wish you look my way (wish you look my way)
And it flash me that dozen smile
that really makes my day
But of course it's just a dream
a dream that won't come true

And for a requited love
I wrote this song for you

I always think of how'd it be
if we were together
you and me holding hands
it's a dream
I can picture it right now
you and me
It's a dream
It's a possibility

When I look out of my window
I hope you look up at me (hope you look up at me)
if only you could read my heart
my love so true you'll see
how empty my life would be
if I don't have you

Help!!! i have been infected by the Korean-Drama disease!
Nih semua bcoz of the airing of "Princess Hours (Goong)" on 8TV!

Because it's 24 episodes long and I just couldn't wait to know how it's gonna end, I enlisted the help of my colleague's friend to buy me the Box Set (with English subtitles) hehehehe...

I managed to finish the whole Season 1 episodes in 24 hours; 12 hours at home + 12 in the office! ha!

Although now I know the ending, due to the subtitle's direct translations, I had a bit of a difficulty understanding what the characters actually meant in their lines. But, I'm sure if I can understand Korean language, the drama would be more beautiful!

Tapi, I'm still gonna watch the ones showing on TV simply because of the subtitles. I want to know what they're actually saying to each other!

What's the drama all about? Well, in short, it's a Cinderella-like story. A 19-yrs old girl (Chae-kyong) marrying a young prince (Shin) bcoz of the late Emperor Dowager's decree, and how she adapts to life in the palace and how the girls and prince adapt to each other.

Chae-kyeong (Yoon Eun-hye) and Shin (Joo Ji-hoon)
Hyo-rin (Yoon Eun-hye) and Yool (Joo Ji-hoon)


Chae-kyeong has a really cute personality, Shin is so sad and mysterious, and as for Yool and Hyo-rin, I simply pity their fate...

And, Chae-kyeong+Shin, they're simply adorable and heart wrenching when together.

The drama itself, sigh, just my cup of tea! tak keruan aku dibuatnya!

Cute sangat!!!!

Giler ah!

Hopefully, my 'illness' won't get worse...

Whatever it is, bak kata Fafau "Layaaaaaannnnn..."

ps: I heard they're gonna produce "Goong 2" once some conflict between the production companies has been resolved. I really hope they do coz I can't wait to get my hands on the Season 2!

pss: if i had installed ASTRO at home, I think I might have missed knowing this drama ever existed. Anyway, layan Korean once in while, doesn't hurt. Or does it? It did during the J-Dorama epidemic...

heheheh!

our favourite boyz were here last weekend.

it was great being able to entertain them.
it was also great being entertained by them.
it's a great feeling to know that they know your name.


can't wait to meet them again!


waaaaaa.... kangen nih!!!

semuanya "terlalu singkat" membuatkan gue rasa "ingin pulang" so that "kau kini ada" di depan mata gue!!!