. . . rambling thots . . .

damn! it's such a wonderful, wonderful life!

haven't had this much fun since... i can't remember when
haven't shouted and screamed to the top of my lungs since... forever

ada masa aku menjerit tu, rasa macam nak patah backbone and meletup kepala aku nih!
hahaha....

tapi seronok giler!
it was a great night!

even better when i got photo ops with THE man of me dream. he's thiner than last time saw him at AIM (was it? one of those award shows lah!). guessed it's bcoz of that "issue". but my advice to him, "good riddence, Hans"!

ps: last weekend dreamed of him, actually. came to my house untuk kenduri doa selamat, wearing songkok and all, bersila-ing near the door. hehehehe! patut la...

aku dah tak tau dah nak tulis apa dalam blog nih...
rasa macam malas nak mem'blog' pun ada gak kadang-kadang

in the first place, why aku create this blog?
apa purpose aku? nak bgtau org pasal aktiviti harian aku? buat apa? honestly, sapa pedulik!

aku rasa memula dulu aku buat blog pasal it's the 'trend' at the time, maybe...

skarang nih, dengan kerja yg menimbun and long working hours, not to mention working weekends, aku tak de masa lagi nak memblog...

tapi, sayang pulak rasanya nak stop just like that.

skali skala aku jenguk, rasa macam nak ubah lagi layout blog. but again, no time lah...

itulah... kita kalau nak buat satu benda nih, must have purpose, one goal. so that, takkan melilau lilau along the way.

hidup kita pun macam tu. kena ada sense of purpose.

unfortunately, dari kecik sampai besar, aku tak pernah ada...

aku nih org yg go through life one step at a time and not forgetting to have fun while at it.

ada hari tu masa aku tumpangkan member balik, tak tau kenapa or maybe saja nak small talk, dia tanya aku "apa makna kebahagiaan pada awak?"

"kenapa tanya? tgh stress ngan boss ke?"

bila dia kata tak and saja tanya, aku gelak besar.

bukan apa. aku laughed pasal soalan tu, (1) cara dia tanya skema giler, (2) aku bukan org yg jenis "deep thinker" mcm tu...

bila nampak aku gelak besar, member aku tu terus kata "Kenapa awak gelak? OK lah.. ok lah... kita tukar topik".... kahkahkah...

tolong lah jgn tanya aku soalan-soalan macam nih...

i'm more of a "When Harry Met Sally" than "English Patient" kind of gal.