Spare me some of your time. read my rantings on my current state...
...listening torecently, i find myself listening almost-24-7 to Maroon 5's latest album. Not few songs, I LOVE THEM ALL!!!
there's that feel to it... retro.
unlike, their previous album, i sensed their music somewhat matured.

so what if RollingStone reviewed it only 3 and a half stars!
...fretting aboutmainly, $$$.
i'm dead-broke. luckily, pay-day is approaching very soon. and i'm already thinking of buying this and that i.e. SLR, external hard disc, new office attire, those So/jDorama boxsets etc.
but then again, those thoughts are always overridden by the reality that i have some more debts to clear off. the usuals; credit cards (must make those 'cheti' stop pestering me), maintenance fees. as Destiny's Child aptly put it, "bills, bills, bills!"
in addition, i'm going for that trip with Cik Tinn, Roy n Jal soon. and i need spending money for that too!
also, there's that My Chemical Romance's concert this Dec 9th at Stadium Merdeka...
i need to do something about this money problem of mine.
something to enable me to stretch me pockets a bit more every month.
if not, i must try to constrain my "wants" for things i could not afford, right?
so many things to buy/pay, so little money.
what else i've been thinking lately...?
oh... my annual overseas trip for 2008.
huh! yeah, even with my current financial situation, i can still think about this. i must. this is my getaway-from-work-time that is really necessary in order to release work-related tensions.
for the past 2-3 years, Indonesia has been my frequent destination. Yogya-Jakarta-Bandung-Lampung-Solo.
although the memories of those trips are DEFINITELY PRICELESS, i need to broaden my horizon, open my eyes/mind to new places/cultures, spread my wings to places i've never stepped foot before.
a trip for personal/pleasure. not for business. although, i don't mind being sent overseas once in a while.
2008, i'm thinking Dubai or Australia or China.
Why?
Dubai; my cousin's husband has recently been sent for work there for 3-years. and per normal practice each year they'll be given a paid for return ticket to Malaysia. my cousin said, that ticket, if her hubby decides not go use it, he's giving to her to come to Dubai instead. i'm thinking, and already told her my intention, if this is so, i want to join her as well.
Australia; guess it's the right time to go, since AirAsia has just extended their service there (is this true?). actually this year, i was trying to get the Bank to send me for a 5-days training there. it didn't quite work out my way. anyway... in Australia, i'm thinking of visiting their popular Australia Zoo, see their Zoo staff in action. even before the demise of Irwin, i very much wanted to go there and see him in action. too late now, right? i still wanna go.
China;Simple. Cheap stuff!
Whatever it is, wherever it may be, i need to start saving for the trip now.
...trying to do to loose these fatsi've enrolled myself in an FOC Personal Training Program here in the Bank. it's been a month or so now but i've only attended not more than 5 sessions.
and the pounds are starting to pile up.
i must start disciplining myself. i must get back into the momentum.
recall what was it that motivated me to lose those 5 kilos, which i have now re-gain (urggh!!!), the first half of 2007.
Chaiyo! Kanbare! Aja-aja fighting!
...finding time to revamp the blog's layouti'm getting bored of this current (standard) layout. one of these days have to find time to revamp it.
so.... that is it from me... for now...
I Won't Go Home Without Youby Maroon 5asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say (Oh)
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake (Oh)
The weight of things that remaind unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go
And I won't go home without you