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Posted on 11:09:00 AM
...for what you've decided!"
man! does having pets cost a lot or what!?!
after several follow-up treatments at the vet, on saturday i sent Pudding back again. the vet decided that it would be best to stitch the wound wherever possible to reduce its size. so, i thought, ok! meaning the smaller the wound = the less time i'd have to come to the vet = the less money i'd have to spend. right?
wrong!
as i stand by the counter to make the necessary payments, the nurse instructed me on when to feed the medicine to the cat and then *BAAMM!!!* that's when it happened! that's when she told me the price of the surgery! a WHOPPING rm634!!!
and that's when i had my first OUT-OF-THE-BODY experienced. for 2 seconds or so lah! i thought i was dreaming! really! tak tipu!
not sure if the clerk saw the change of expression (more like draining out of blood) on my face!
lucky (or rather, unlucky) i have credit card to make payment. otherwise, i might have shot out of the hospital like Flash Gordon!
sigh...
gimme a minute. i think i want to check my citibank account and see how much i've spent on pudding so far...
[2 minutes later]
so, here's what i've got... arranged according to latest payment
Date Description Debits
12-01 ANIMAL MED CTR K LUMPUR MY RM 634.00
08-01 ANIMAL MED CTR K LUMPUR MY RM 150.00
30-12 ANIMAL MED CTR K LUMPUR MY RM 57.00
28-12 ANIMAL MED CTR K LUMPUR MY RM 230.00
23-12 ANIMAL MED CTR K LUMPUR MY RM 300.00
and the grand total is... *drumroll*... rm1371.00
*strangled!* *choking!* CAN'T...BREATHE! *dying!*
ok, ok.. so u can say "might as well spend that amount of money on a brand new handphone!" which i know i need badly right now, but the satisfaction (or at the time of payment - regrets! heheheh) is not the same!
For those of you out there thinking of taking a ("a" could also refer to "a pair", "a group" or "a school") pet, be forewarned that the costs (not just in terms of $$$, but responsibilities as well) is, as in the word of Siz (ex-MCCian), "WAHLAWEY!"
ps: jean! half-half lah hoh?
pss: i've uploaded more photos on my fotopages
psss: on the 10th... someone else turned older...hehehehh!
Mo Money Mo Problems
by Puff Daddy
Now, who's hot who not
Tell me who rock who sell out in the stores
You tell me who flopped who copped the blue drop
Who jewels got robbed who's mostly Goldie down
to the tube sock, the same ol pimp
Mase, you know ain't nuttin change but my limp
Can't stop till I see my name on a blimp
Guarantee a million sales pullin all the love
You don't believe in Harlem World nigga double up
We don't play around it's a bet lay it down
nigga didn't know me ninety-one bet they know me now
I'm the young Harlem nigga with the Goldie sound
Can't no Ph.D. niggaz hold me down, Cooter
schooled me to the game, now I know my duty
Stay humble stay low blow like Hootie
True pimp niggaz spend no dough on the booty
And then ya yell there go Mase there go your cutie
*singers come in over this last line*
I don't know what, they want from me
It's like the more money we come across
The more problems we see
Yeah yeah, ahaha, from the D-to-the-A-to-the-D-D-Y
know you'd rather see me die than to see me fly
I call all the shots
Rip all the spots, rock all the rocks
Cop all the drops, I know you thinkin now's
when all the ballin stops, nigga never
home gotta call me on the yacht
Ten years from now we'll still be on top
Yo, I thought I told you that we won't stop
Now whatcha gonna do when it's cool
bag a money much longer than yours
and a team much stronger than yours, violate me
this'll be your day, we don't play
Mess around be D.O.A., be on your way
Cause it ain't enough time here, ain't enough lime here
for you to shine here, deal with many women
but treat dimes fair, and I'm
bigger than the city lights down in Times Square
Yeah, yeah yeah
I don't know what, they want from me
It's like the more money we come across
The more problems we see
Uhh, uhhh
B.I.G., P-O, P-P-A
No info, for the, DEA
Federal agents mad cause I'm flagrant
Tap my cell, and the phone in the basement
My team supreme, stay clean
Triple beam lyrical dream, I be that
cat you see at all events bent
Gats in holsters girls on shoulders
Playboy, I told ya, bein mice to me
Bruise too much, I lose, too much
Step on stage the girls boo too much
I guess it's cause you run with lame dudes too much
Me lose my touch, never that
If I did, ain't no problem to get the gat
Where the true players at?
Throw your Rollies in the sky
Wave em side to side and keep your hands high
While I give your girl the eye, player please
Lyrically, niggaz see, B.I.G.
be flossin jig on the cover of Fortune
Five double oh, here's my phone number
Your man ain't got to know, I got to go
Got the flow down pizat, platinum plus
Like thizat, dangerous
on trizack, leave your ass blizzack
I don't know what, they want from me
It's like the more money we come across
The more problems we see!
Posted on 4:33:00 PM
things i forgot today:
1) my car keys... i left the engine's car on, ran into the house to put Pudding-the cat (i was from the vet) only to find that i've left the key in the car. i thought if i was quick i might have time to go to ampang park to buy me a baju kurung (for galoh's wedding),
2) because of the key-left-in-car incident, i only had time to eat at Setiawangsa's McDs. while i ate, i smsed my friends to fill the time, only to have the staff running after me to hand me my handphone! i left it on the food's tray.
3) LAST AND WORST! I FORGOTTEN THAT TODAY IS CIK TINN'S BITHDAY!!! (thanx to ghek for reminding me) so, cik tin, here's one for you!
and on my way home and back to the office i:-
1) wonder why people give 'f**k' sign to the people they're angry at? the sign, does it mean 'f**k you' or 'f**ker'? if it's the first one, why do you even want to f**k the people you don't like?
2) learned that smiling could melt angry people's heart. my car almost hit another car coz i was too bz looking for a parking lot. the driver was giving me that 'look' but it vanishes after i mouthed 'sorry' and smiled as sincere as my energy could allow me. i'm gonna smile lots after this.
ps: this week has been really hectic for me. my energy's draining out. i'm feel sooo drained out, i don't even have enough to smile... *sigh*
pss: i forgot the letter 'r' in the sentence "I FORGOTTEN THAT TODAY IS CIK TINN'S BITHDAY!!!" above!
psss: menyampahnyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ngan bos aku!!!!!!!!! (translate : i R-E-A-L-L-Y despise my boss!!!)
That's What Friends Are For
by
Dionne Warwick
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember ...
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember ...
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for!
Posted on 1:14:00 PM
source : astrology.com
THE TWINS is the sign of the storyteller, the communicator
Symbol: the Twins
Ruling Planet: Mercury
Ruling House: Third House
Element: Air
Quality: Mutable
Body Parts: lungs, arms
Keyword: COMMUNICATION
Date with destiny: Libra, Aquarius
Run for the hills: Virgo, Pisces
Where you glow: multi-tasking
What makes you tick: Trivial Pursuit
Fitness forecast: doubles tennis
Play date: tandem skydiving
Perfect jobs: librarian, lawyer
Best accessory: a shrug
A sure thing: doing two things at once
Destination: Greece
Pleasure: options, ambidextrous, knowledge
Pain: being on time, commitment, red tape
What's my line? It takes two to tango.
Geminis are widely known for their dual personalities and ability to change mood from moment to moment. Although they hate to be tied down, they make lively, entertaining and romantic partners, even if they can be rather fickle if bored or unhappy.
Natural communicators, Geminis do not suffer fools gladly; so once they are attracted to people, they have to ensure that they are not dull or mundane. They will no doubt spend ages chatting to them about every subject under the sun, just to keep feeding that ever active and inquisitive mind.
The bright side
Bright, witty, adaptable and quick to react. Very little troubles a Gemini or stops the relentless talking for long! Geminis can argue their way into or out of any situation. Having an active curiosity, Gemini is excellant at gathering all kinds of information and gossip. They excel at regurgitating this information in a constant stream, but not necessarily in a logical or understandable order! Geminis are capable of tackling almost anything, so long as they do not become bored. The difficulty lies in what subject to concentrate on today, Gemini is always engaged in two subjects or jobs at once.
Versatile, adaptable, intellectual, witty, charming, logical, energetic, spontaneous, lively, chatty, amusing, youthful, up-to-date.
The dark side
Geminis biggest faults are inconsistency and superficiality. People never know what to expect with Gemini, indeed they can be relied upon to do almost anything, in any situation. All that talking and instant reactions leaves little time for deeper thinking and planning, and too much whizzing about and quick reactions usually leads to sudden mental overload!
changeable, restless, cunning, inquisitive, inconsistent, fickle, two-faced, fidgety, superficial, gossipy, scattered, transparent.
Ailments
accidents (usually small, but frequent), bronchitis, pneumonia, nervous exhaustion.
Beneficial foods
Lettuce and cauliflower.
You are most compatible with
Libra - absolutely wonderful.
Leo - full of laughter.
Aquarius - good friends first, (and much more in this Geminis case!).
Sagittarius - Could be fun loving.
Aries - promising, though lightweight.
Absolutely no chance!
Cancer - steer clear!
Capricorn - don't see eye to eye.
Taurus - a difficult combination.
Pisces - traumatic!
Scorpio - volatile!
Your opposite sign
is Sagittarius
Friendship Compatibility: (I only took the two signs which mosts of my friends are in)
...Capricorn
When Gemini and Capricorn form a friendship, they must work hard to ensure that their energies are geared toward the same purposes, for their individual approaches are as different as night and day. They are inextricably linked, but they don't always realize it. Gemini is out there, talking and interacting, skimming over a thousand different experiences without stopping to breathe. The Goat dislikes risks and prefers a well-thought out plan; once they set their sights on a goal, they are sure to reach it eventually. The challenge for Gemini and Capricorn friends is to get to the same place at the same time.
Capricorn is very unassuming, quiet and more stubborn, while Gemini is more outgoing and flexible. When they become friends, they need to have different and well-defined roles to ensure that they don't cross each other's boundaries. Their philosophies of life are quite different: Gemini is quick and jumps to conclusions, and Capricorn sees the value of doing things the hard way if it ensures success. Once the friends understand each other's style, their methods help them to achieve together what they could not achieve alone.
Gemini is ruled by the Planet Mercury, and Capricorn is ruled by the Planet Saturn. These Planets can work at cross-purposes, so it's important for Gemini and Capricorn to work through their differences. Saturn perseveres and keeps moving ahead through all kinds of difficulties. Mercury has the energy to take projects forward despite obstacles. Both friends tend to be resolute, and neither gives up easily. If their energies are not channeled in positive ways, together these Planets may signify repressed emotion. Capricorn must be careful not to dampen Gemini's spirit, and Gemini must work to encourage open channels with Capricorn.
Gemini is an Air Sign, and Capricorn is an Earth Sign. Gemini initiates action from theory, while Capricorn is more practical. Capricorn asks, 'what good will this do as I work toward my main goals?' while Gemini simply sees what they want and achieves it for its own sake, without having a set plan in mind. Although each of these friends may find it difficult to understand where the other is coming from, when they come together their complementary approaches become mutually beneficial and exciting.
Gemini is a Mutable Sign, and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign. Capricorn is the initiator, while Gemini is adaptable. They have such contrasting approaches to life that they get so much more done when they each have a particular, well-defined role. On the surface, Gemini may be the leader rushing to confront a challenge, but the Goat will also be indirectly in charge because they are consistent and determined. It's important for both friends to understand that compromise is the key to their connection.
The best aspect of a Gemini and a Capricorn becoming close is that they each bring their own qualities to the friendship. Once they allow each other to be themselves -- rather than measuring each other against impossible standards -- they can blend well to make a warm, enriching friendship. Theirs is a challenging combination, but if they can learn from each other, it's worth it!
...Gemini
When two Geminis form a friendship, it really is like four people coming together, as Gemini is represented by the dual Sign of the Twins. This friendship will never be boring, and both partners will share an intellectual approach to life. Both will not only allow but also appreciate the freedom and variety of expression characteristic of Gemini. Both enjoy each other's conversation and love to cultivate the art of discussion. Wit and curiosity make them a stunning and stimulating pair of friends, entertaining each other and the people with whom they socialize. If they learn to cooperate, rather than compete, they will enjoy a very happy friendship.
The Twins enjoy each other's playful banter, sarcasm and perhaps even occasionally their ironic cynicism. Problems may arise when shared flippancy makes both friends unwilling or unable to take their connection too seriously. However, it is this same ability to laugh and be lighthearted that is most enjoyable to each of them. It is a good idea for both to try to pay more attention to their feelings, rather than being ruled solely by thoughts and intellect. Both are easily bored with bland people and situations, and one of the strong suits in the friendship is finding the humor and stimulation that both crave in any set of circumstances.
Gemini is ruled by the Planet Mercury. This pair could talk each other around in circles all night long. Communication comes so easily to them that they would be each other's first choice to share a deserted island or a long road trip. Mercury (or Hermes in Greek mythology) was a specialist in travel as well, thus giving Gemini a love for a variety of subjects, places and ideas. Be warned, two-headed Twins, that the gift of gab could be misinterpreted as gossip. Learning to focus this communicative energy will pay off far greater than a desultory, flippant, authoritative tone on everything.
Gemini is an Air Sign, and thus each friend responds to the world and to one another with reasoning rather than a physical or emotional response. Superior mental abilities and energy behind every undertaking make them a powerful force together. Lust for novelty and short attention spans cause them both to burn out at the same time. Of course, that Gemini creativity will dream up a new scheme a moment later.
Gemini is a Mutable Sign. Flexible, easy-going natures make the four of them a pair of pals. Having mastered the art of compromise, two Mutable signs together will easily make an enlightened duo who rarely feel the stress of conflict. At the rare occurrence of battle, usually due to a discussion gone out of hand, they will quickly realize the insignificance of proving a point or of fighting in general.
The best aspect of the Gemini-Gemini friendship is the enormous amount of intellectual energy and stimulation. Both keep each other from enduring a mundane existence. Together they can entertain the world and accomplish more than either could alone.
PREDICTION FOR 2005
OVERVIEW: As a joint financial matter finally draws to a close in winter, you're finally feeling able to turn your attention toward enjoying life -- and there'll be plenty of opportunities to do just that in February and March. From the 9th through the 15th of January, though, you may need to tie up a few loose ends, but if you can buckle down and do it, you'll reap the rewards of hard work. The full Moon of January 25th will also provide you with the inspiration to keep on going, no matter how hard your work-oriented challenges are -- and to finish up, too! For the rest of the season, you'll be able to relax and enjoy the fruits of your labors.
Your friendships and group connections may change during April, or you may be put in charge of a previously recreational situation -- but you'll just love it. Being in charge will come easily to you during May and June as well, and you'll gain new admirers and lots of new friends who can't believe you're not too good to be true.
Abrupt and sudden changes during summer may not seem to be of the long-term variety when they occur, but if you take a step back and look around, you'll realize that you're really at the beginning of a metamorphosis -- and at the end, you'll be glad for each and every event that contributed to making you 'the new you.' The full Moon of August 19th will give you a chance to express yourself in a whole new way, too. Don't let it go by without taking advantage of it.
During fall, once again, your focus will turn to relationships -- and what to do about them. Money that's owed to you may be repaid, however, and a favor you'd long forgotten about will be returned -- further proof that the good we do comes back to us tenfold. You'll also have the chance to make some extra cash and have some fun, too, so if a hobby suddenly turns into a part-time job around the holidays, make time for it.
CAREER: If you can push yourself hard through January, the rest of the winter will be a snap. Close out any pressing financial issues as early as possible -- definitely by the 15th. It won't be the easiest time you've ever had on the job, but the rewards will be worth it. The 25th of January brings a full Moon and eleventh-hour inspiration; you should be able to push the rest of your big deals through by the end of that week at the latest and enjoy a few months of comparative relaxation.
Leadership will be important through the spring. April might bring a transfer -- probably not across the globe, but definitely bringing new responsibilities. It might seem almost silly to be in charge at first, but you'll find that it grows on you as you gain confidence quickly. Those working most closely with you will appreciate your new style.
Change is good, right? If you're down with that, then you'll love the summer. You might be lucky enough to be party to an industry-wide paradigm shift; on the other hand, you might just see yourself take a sharp left turn careerwise and end up somewhere you'd never have expected. July 21st brings a time of radical new ideas -- follow them up diligently and you'll be exactly where you're supposed to be.
Your flair for wit and charm will serve you well in the fall, as you'll need to acquire new contacts and massage old ones to keep ahead of the game. Financial problems will work themselves out as if by magic, and you might find a way to make money from an unexpected source. Someone from your past will contact you in the second week of November, possibly seeking a recommendation or renewed partnership. Follow up on the opportunity and continue working on other alternate revenue sources through the holidays.
LOVE: Your New Year begins with you all over the place in the realm of romance, with the kinds of ups and downs that make other people crazy but actually manage to keep your interest high. Be prepared to make a decision about your love life in mid-January, though; keeping a particular option open is no longer, well, an option. After some brief but informative deep thoughts at the outset of February, you enjoy the many sweet treats the rest of the winter sets out for you with your trademark wit and liveliness.
Mercury goes retrograde for almost a month beginning March 19th, which may bring misunderstandings worthy of a romantic comedy into your life, but with your quick thinking you can turn potential crises into sudden kisses. But you should also look beyond the physical to deeper aspects of people now -- including yourself. You get special access to this new level at the end of March and beginning of April, and your powerful intellect sees how sexy it can be. May and June find you in charge, with your sweetheart or any number of potential ones following along happily.
Matters of the heart require your focus the first weekend of July, rewarding you with the kinds of conversations and flirtations that have you practically falling in love every other minute. You'll enjoy summer's rapid-fire romantic activity, with something new always on the horizon, whether you're single or conducting a raging romance. Even a little oddness in August just adds more color to the overall picture. As for the weekend of August 26th -- well, watch out, world, here you come.
Come autumn, your bewitching variety of talents ensnares you in something that could be serious -- if you let it be. The 10th and 11th of September offer insight to help you decide. It's spooky how sexy you are on Halloween, and the attention you get may even be (almost!) too much for you. But beware of another Mercury retrograde from November 13th to December 3rd -- say what you mean and mean what you say. Then get yourself under the mistletoe the weekend of December 23rd and kiss the year good-bye -- and someone sweet hello.
ps: i don't actually believe in this horoscope, astrology mumbo jumbo. but, it sure is fun to read them! Besides, it would only be "That did happen to me this year!" if you read it the next day/month/quarter/year/century!
Posted on 10:50:00 AM
"...you wouldn't like me when I'm angry..."
have u ever thought u have screamed loud enough to be heard but still no one seems to hear it?
i have!
and i hate the feeling!
there u are screaming ur heart out but why aren't they listening?
all those times when they even whisper a single 'uh', you'll sprint 5km just to be there or listen to what they've got to say...
i'm really getting tired of this.
why even bother asking my opinion when in the end you still proceed with your own thing(s)? that is consider r-u-d-e! why not just go ahead and do it!?! it has always been your way all these times anyway!!!
i'm sick of this!
maybe i should just go my own way...
ps: and u all wondered why Dr. David Bruce Banner turned into the 'hulk'.
pss: i know this is not a good way to start a new year, but, heck! who cares! new year or old year! it still feels the efing same to me!
Wasting My Time
by Eminem
I don't think you understand,
that what you're doing is not so cool,
you think it's funny to mess with my mind,
don't you?,
you know I like you so you just tease me,
(la la la la la la la)
you give me just enough to hang on and on
CHORUS:
When you're just wasting my time,
you're simply wasting my time,
so quit wasting my time
Oh___, la la la,
do you hear me when I say oh__
la la la la
So let me ask ya somethin',
hmm__, do you think I'm pretty or don't you?,
do you wanna get with me or not?,
and ah__ ya
CHORUS:
And what've you got to say?,
well things have got to change,
see this just isn't right,
I dont wanna have to fight,
and I think I'd better go,
cuz this ain't working out ay'more,
and Im sorry, I'm sorry, sorry__,
oh, ah___
Understand,
that what you did was just not so cool,
baby, you're just not that cool,
hmm__ , ohh___
